hello beautiful how was your day today?
i hope it was wonderful and fun filled.
so today was eh i mean it's a monday so it's been good but i have to be my usual self and ruin things all the time.
i hurt peoples feelings, i'm a bad person, i'm annoying, and i just sometimes feel like everyone thinks i should die. honestly.
i've just been feeling so bad lately and i can't tell my friends because they always come to me for advice and if i went to them i feel like they would see me as weak and i don't want that.
i honestly don't know what to feel anymore. i honestly just don't.